el homblo !

yesterday in a meeting with my folks,,,
a video remind me of some sort of bad memory in my past, the video clip of jomblo,,, the same feeling that appear again when i was younger, see the musicalization of a poem in the jomblo movie, "dewi malam" remind me of the pain that i felt when a friend cheated me and take my girlfriend to his side even though he knows that she was mine,,,
"bidadari pagi" remind me of how hard to admire someone, how much pain i felt when i rejected,,, and maybe how much power and brave to tell what i feel, even with all the risk i know, still i felt hurt !

and also the character of Bimo,
always rejected because the ugly face, but can't stop to love many people,,,
bimo and agus,, if only i could have a kind of friend like them,,,

well, jomblo never end !