RELATION !

i wish that i could start another relation to fill this empty space, but i don't know what was happening to me.
there were many chances came toward me but it seems that i got no feeling to start, too afraid to start and being hurt again, or maybe the feeling itself has gone................
it's hard to believe that i've rejected a girl who wish to be with me, it's not that she's not good enough for me but it's like i don't feel her,
well, she said that we can try to start, but for me it seems useless
well maybe i have to stop all those things and keep the loneliness in my arms, so there will be no more harm for my life