RELEASE !

i don't know what i felt for the last 10 days in my life, it feels like i'm releasing something in my life, but i don't know what was that.
or, maybe it was the pain that surrounding me for being jealous ?
well, i do let that feeling go and disappear from my life, but not to forget it and also forget her.
coz the more i try to forget her, the more i remember and there will be more pain i got in deep of my chest.
i'm not forgiving her, yet,
but someday i hope i can forgive my self for loving her and then forgive her for my own good.